I watched a story, he is a serial killer, he's not happy with his life, he got no one, and he's really a loser in his life..he got caught and was sentenced to death in a few days... So, he tried to kill himself, but a girl saved him n sent him to the hospital..he was critical and since he has been sentenced to death and he tried to kill himself, the doctors were confused whether to save him or not..and suddenly he begged them to save him, and he's afraid of death..so, a question came to my mind, why is life so hard to let go for him? and maybe for us.. he has nothing in life, and he dont even believe in God which means he shouldnt be afraid of afterlife or whatsoever..and life is depressing for him..but still, why is life so hard to let go?what's with life?