Perhaps there is a part of you that wishes someone would prove they deserve your sincerity and loyalty so you could be feel safe enough to show those very valuable qualities. Showing feelings like that leaves yourself vunerable and wide open for people to take advantage, hopefully one day someone suprises you and renews your belief in people

stop being so dam emo.

in our world we can find gentil and bad people Try to be more optimistic because people did'nt behave in the same way and be sure that someone who is sincer he will meet people like him